special weekends and sad weeks

<_<……  want my weekend back
*sighs and smiles*… I know what I did….. and I spent it well
Just wish it could have been longer (I could say forever... but that’s a dream of an idea)
It was so special…. Fr he right reasons
I also want it back because this week is sort of going to end sadly
This week marks the end of my contract at the library
Unless me and my team manager can convince the people in charge that they really do need that extra person around, I’ll be out of work come Friday
(Much to a foxies glee….. more time for him)
I will miss the job and the people I work with………V_V

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first update in almost 2 weeks... and it's to complain about how my weekends go by to fast

that work has just gone from interesting to officially boring

and that i've seemed to have developed a head cold

now I feel like a bad dingo

1 and 3 are pretty self explanatory...

2. well.... one thing I liked about working at the library is that there was always something to do
some task that was simple and kept me busy

got told today... (after *counts*.... 2 months)... that I shouldn't be wandering around the place by myself (policy.... since i'm not actually staff)

which leaves me.... not doing the dozen little things I'd do inbetween assigned tasks

instead I get to sit at my desk and look cute intill someone can take me to do something...... can you say bored dingo

>_< neat..... *sighs*...... my problem is.... it's going to cost them more then me
my section is understaffed... every one has 2-3 things to do at any one time.... on top of the domestic duties (re-shelving books)
I did these things (somedays I was the only one to do them)
now said duties are going to back up and become trouble.....
(E.G the average books I would shelve in one day is something like 300)

anyway.... due to this head cold this comp screen is making me queezy
so I'll leave this at that

Wuve you all


*i'm sorry* but girls don't realise these things

(taken from sasha darkcloud )

I'm sorry
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy

I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry
that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care

But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That I cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, copy and paste into your profile as 'I'm sorry'

If You're one of the FEW girls with enough moxie to copy and paste this into your profile, and you would never make your guy feel this way, copy and paste into your profile as 'Girls Don't Realize These Things'
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a week in re-cap

I love it how reality conspires to throw our own words in our face
Right after making a post about how I generally don’t have much to post about It gives me at least one thing to post about per day

(which I didn’t post about anyway…….ah..right…>_<)

between necrominicon fuels book shelves, African’s in neon, almost seeing predators the movie, new friends,  being worked flat out to the finger bone, and freak cloud bursts and hissy fits
I’ve actually had a fun week……..  If only because this week has been very VERY busy
I wouldn’t say Hectic….. But with 4 of the normal staff not turning up this week (for different reasons ranging from sick to annual leave)
the department I work in was very short staffed….. And I had to pick up the slack…. this was on top of my normal duty and the newspapers being sorted

Which mean I both learnt new things and generally spent every moment on my feet doing something while knowing exactly what I could do next……. It’s the way I like to work….. So I won’t complain…..

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Anyway that was the highlights of my week…….. And its Friday night

not that I have anything to actually do this weekend yet….. And with the weather I might just stay here curled up in bed.. with things.... to curl up around

as for right now.. i'm just warm and tired


infrequent posting will continue

I have long since realized I have an interesting life without anything actually note worthy happening

What happens is other people problems….. and I’m to much of a gentleman to use that as a subject
This is why I generally end up remembering at the last min to post something

Last week….. Is a prime example……. I lived, I breathed, I worked, I talked to a fox, and I got wet when it rained on me

I touched  Giger's Necronomicon and sold my soul... or at least tried too
it had a supprisingly papery and mudane feel to it..... as it happened to be on top of the "rw nw prt m hrw" (Egyptian Book of the Dead) the two may cancel each other out

And this weekend has been completely washed out… (Rained the whole time with short breaks in-between

it’s no wonder days just seem to slip by me unnoticed

I do wonder if it’s me….. Or just that I can never find someone to make them interesting

I have friends..All over the world and they say I did this and I did that

And I look at friends here and know they would never be up for it.. Then look at my bank account and know I could never do it alone

So I subsist…. And float..... and plan to visit the interesting people



other the that last post

everything was good last week

I worked.... I came back to to room.... I slept

the week end waas mostly made up of random house work as mum needed help preparing fro a housing inspection for today

I mowed for the most part and cleaned up the garden while she worked inside

I did kinda missed not having a lazy day..... to relax.. but I'll live..... just sleep well tonight

now if I remember rightly.. tommorow... work is going to involve removing 100 years worth of assorted

 news papers.... that have been converted to micro-film

(meaning they don't need the "hard copy" any more)




And yes I actually mean that…. This time

As some of you might know….. Due to a surprising leadership election within our current ruling political party…. Our (was) current PM Mr. Kevin Rudd has been expelled from his position to be replaced by his deputy leader as PM

Something some of you also might know is…. That this deputy is a woman by the name of Julia Gillard making here the first Female PM in Australia and the second female governmental head in recent history not to be royalty

But something most of you might not know (or not care about) is that since this happened the other day….. We have (Perth at least) experienced a sudden cold snap…..

As in the temp being 3-6 degrees Celsius (37-42 F) at 8-9 am and not going above 18-19c (64 F) (that was the hottest day this week) at all at

To hammer the point home… last night was 0.1c (32F)…… we are talking about Perth here… not Siberia or some other place that this is normal

So I think its official….. “Australia will get a female leader when hell freezes over”…… not a truer statement was ever spoken


Work was kind of interesting for once……. It was still worky…… but we had a fire drill (AKA everyone go outside and be cold for 40 mins) and a heart attack (I wasn’t I had tasks to complete…. So I only heard about it)

one thing I am learning from working at the library is to speak fluent bull shit in an authoritative voice to people who can’t read

To explain: I wear a big badge saying…. Trainee….. But people get annoyed – to pissed off when you can’t help them

O I caught on quick that either I help them when I can or I speak so much bull shit that they are happy intill I can direct them to an info desk (the go to place and people who get paid to work out people’s problems)

I’m actually getting quite good at it……. But then I think I was good to begin with


Another thing I’m learning is….. How…… absentmindedly dumb people can be (this comes with two examples)

1.       Did you know that when 15 people get on an elevator to go to the ground floor…. All of them must press the button….. even if it means…. Stepping on other peoples toes to get to it

It’s not normal… to see the red lettering that shows that the floor is selected……. You have to press the button to make sure


2.       Did you also know that when told that a bus fare machine is broke…. People will still try to use it

(To clarify… Perth has a plastic card... that you load money onto and press against a sensor in the bus or the train station to “tag on” when entering and “tag off” when leaving with your fair being calculated depending on how far you traveled and how long it took and deducted from the card)


Even those at the same bus stop…..

My poor bus driver went horse telling all 40-60 people that the machine is broken.. Only to have them try anyway

Give them points for honesty…… (If the machine is broken….. you ride for free since you can’t use it)


To make things worse he had to explain it 6 times to one lady (white good English) before taking her card off her (AKA leaving the drivers cab) and sticking it in her pocket, before telling her to sit down



House is housey….. I honestly find myself having less and less to do with the otter every week
I work hard and he’s always in front of the computer


So I see him when he gets up……. And don’t really mind otherwise

And I’m now officially out of sync with tiger…. So I see him in rare moments



*paws through my notes*

nope once again distraction make me forget where I was


Any questions class?