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first update in a month and it's to say I may not update for 3 weeks

(kids can you say redundant.. repeat after me now.... re-dun-dant)

for those of you I haven't told in person.......I'm flying out on Monday morning to spend Christmas and new year with foxie

(e back about the 4th of Jan)

I'll be taking my laptop with me..... but it's use will depend on if I can get my hands on an external screen

(my laptop screen is still cracked since I was saving up for the trips.. rather then repairing it)

to say I'm excited and nervous is an understatement (i've been packed and ready to go for a week)

not only am i going to be there for 3 weeks.... but I will probably be meeting all of the immediate family while I'm there (and anyone who attends the family Christmas party)

foxie is beside himself and has been babbling on for the last few weeks about all the surprises he has planned (one of which is a choc indulgence date...^_^ and me taking him to see tron legacy)

...... this is going to be fun.....at the very least...... it will be special to see in the new year like this

mum is going through the "my baby doesn't need me any more" thing that mothers do
as much as she is happy and I have her assurance that she is going to be ok for Christmas... you can tell shes a little sad


honestly other then that... nothing else has really happened..... I do hope I have a lot more to post about  in the next few weeks ( even if I have to collar a fox and drag him around kicking and screaming)

*sighs then smiles *wish me luck


wolf updates

this will be a short one....  nothing really much has happened in the last 10 days


my piano lessons are going good.... I know what I need to learn for the assessment well enough

can play "the rose" and "stand by me"

and thought i'd try my paw at arms of an angel



foxie is in the middle of his exams.. so i've seen him less then normal.. but he's on skype at bed time like clock work.. so I'll live

Um..... that's about it

oh.. the weather has finally decided it's going to be summer.. so we are hitting 30-40 C days ( 90-110 F), so i'm slowly dieing as on does n this heat...^_^.....


Writer's Block: Passing the time

What's your favorite thing to do on long car rides?

sing..... it make people drive faster and the ride shorter



something I left out before... foxie and mother met over the weekend..... they get a long well enough

talked at length about random things.... and she asked a few questions


      Foxie ,may be spending his  6 months down my way... assuming he can get over his bad homsickness

it's 50/50 but a dingo can hope

honestly if he does that.. it will say alot ( or nothing at all... being his first relationship.. maybe i'm just reading to much into things)

just found out my boyfriend may need to reassess what he wants as a career.....

so not only will he probably take a 6 month leave of absence (meaning he'll have no money to fly over next year as planned)

it also means no big pay check in 3 years time to help me move down there and buy a house
*shrugs it was an easy way dream anyway

i'm use to doing things the hard way.. just annoyed that it always is the hard way


wolf updates

I will admit like normally.. I really don't have much to update


1. I did end up telling my mother about Foxie.... which she took in her usual annoying stride
so now all that's left is an actual introduction

she did surprise me by by asking if I wa thinking of moving down foxies way
yeh sure I have.... but that's in 3-4 years time..... the fact that she's approving of it now...*meerff*

I quote " I know long distance relationships don't work all to well.. so  your thinking about moving down to him are you?"

I both love her and am annoyed by the way she treats these things.... I actually build up the courage to say something and.. the response is " oh.. alright"... *chuckles*
I wouldn't swap mothers for the world


Foxie..is doing well too...... even if he makes me feel foolish

any concern I might have..... and I love him dearly but there are many.. ( as there are in most relationships)... he seems able to silence with a sentence or two

there is a honest innocence about him... no promises.. just a nervous willingness to try and do anything reasonable to keep me happy

so I ask something and end up feeling like it was foolish to even doubt... *smiles*


another month... then I can look him in the eye when he says " I love you".. and he can look me in mine when I reply


side note.. I might be leaning the piano..... it depends on if my fingers can stop hurting from what little practice I've done


back and retrials

*smiles*... and we are back

I seem to do this every 6 months for what ever reason
this time I'm chalking it up to a for to silly separation anxiety
which is both perplexing and annoying....... at anyrate.. I'm back


nothing new to report..... I think... * checks journal*

still haven't got around to telling mum about foxie..
*chuckles*... was going to do it last weekend..
but he decided to go to a party and wasn't home till 5 am (not his fault I didn't make plans persay)

I will admit my desire to have things like this.. be done quickly and cleanly...

( I tell her she meets him and they talk... OVER.. me saying something then having to wait in till they have a chance to meet and talk)

is slightly working against me.. so I'm going to bite the bullet...... maybe...>_<

the December  trip.. is  a bit bouncy too..... still trying to work out accommodation.. if I had it my way
i would be there from the 13 Dec to the 3 Jan.... ( which is very unlikely)

right now I seem to be pushing the 24th.... if that......
foxie keeps forgetting to ask people if I can stay with them.....
(makes me wish I had contacts in Melbourne).....
so right now (and I love his mother dearly for this).. I have 5 days at his mother house. (for 2 bottles of wine)..
then rest will be a hotel room somewhere out of the money I take over..... which mean a short stay

but I must not complain.... I was at best hoping for I could stay 3 days when this was brought up  2 months ago.. now I might get a week

I really would love to spend christmas and new year there...*sighs*  I'll just have to use the time I have well


SIDE NOTE.. i'm taking another shot at the perth furry community

I have to keep reminding myself that the words of the few do not reflect the thoughts of the many....



split personality wolfish

You are The Hermit

Prudence, Caution, Deliberation.

The Hermit points to all things hidden, such as knowledge and inspiration,hidden enemies. The illumination is from within, and retirement from participation in current events.

The Hermit is a card of introspection, analysis and, well, virginity. You do not desire to socialize; the card indicates, instead, a desire for peace and solitude. You prefer to take the time to think, organize, ruminate, take stock. There may be feelings of frustration and discontent but these feelings eventually lead to enlightenment, illumination, clarity.

The Hermit represents a wise, inspirational person, friend, teacher, therapist. This a person who can shine a light on things that were previously mysterious and confusing.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.


You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.


a question

what is better.. to say something you know might be true and turn out to be completely wrong
or to hold your tongue in till you know it really is true

i'm a quiet dingo..... a mutt of few words.. because that was the best way for me to survive earlier in my life
you keeps your muzzle down, took nothing at face value, and never let anything slip your lips unless there was an advantage in it for you and your problems are your own to handle

it's a thinking that affects my even now days.... in small ways

one of these ways is..... i'm.... reluctant to announce things.... in till I'm completely sure or have no other choice...... and I know this does annoy and hurt people

it's a constant complaint from my mother........ that I never tell her anything in advance, if at all.....I will admit having lost the ability to talk to her freely over the years

she does ends up knowing 90% of what goes on..... even if it's told after the fact

(i tend to keep the small problems to myself..... deal with them... and not bother people unless they can help_)

i'm not good with running commentries..... instead give monthly status reports and I will always leave out the things that aren't currently ongoing

but that doesn't top me from being guilty when she finds out about something..... how ever long later

which lead me to the question

in context........my foxie...... it's been 4 months now....... and I know I'm in love with the idea..... but I won't know for sure till after Dec

so do I have the right to keep something possibly this large from her..... simply in case it amounts to nothing

or should I just own up blushing and all..... and go through the things mothers do in these cases

one thing I have to do at least is get a proper photo to show.......*smiles*

I will admit being a little scared about taking a step down the "it's real" path...... which telling a parent is a big step in



and bored,,,, so at the risk of opening the floodgates of Heck

ENTERTAIN ME......please

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